two natures

The thought of it just makes me crazy. There I sat, paralyzed in fear. Needing to come face to face with issues. And I couldn't really say an understandable word - not one. I wasn't sure how to respond and so I didn't do anything. I hated it. It is not who God has created me to be. It certainly is not who He has shown me I can be. I just reverted back to thoughts and attitudes from 7 years ago...15 years years ago. I went to that place that I had run away from several years ago.

I am a NEW CREATION! 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!"

Why did I forget that? Why was it so easy to fall back into that pattern of thinking. I felt a drastic fight happening between who I used to be and who I am today. The new me wanted to take down the old me and give her a good slap. I've never truly felt like that before. And here's the best part....even though I have been made a new creation (in the past), I get to keep seeing the results of that experience (here and now).